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Sometimes I really just don’t have words. Because maybe I’m tired. Maybe I’m lonely. Maybe I’m growing. Maybe I’m happy, but I know there’s something more. Maybe I’m scared. Maybe I’m letting go. Maybe it hurts.
And you know what I do? Do you know what I do?
I say, “Abba, I need You right now. I need You really bad. I need You more than oxygen. I need you to heal my body because I can’t work and be effective for you if I’m feeling sick. I need you to fill me with Your Spirit, because I can’t be strong enough to keep pressing through this. I need You to open me up. I need You to speak through me. I need You to bring me closer. I need you to keep showing up. I need You to satisfy me. I need You to be enough. You are enough, so I accept You. I have nothing to fear because Your perfect Love casts out fear. Your ways are higher. Your plans are better. You, Comforter, are worth it. And You are stronger than the pang of brokenness in my heart. You. You. You.”
Amen.
